Three hours after I made the last post both phone calls have arrived. The birthday lunch is already complete. The second (and more highly anticipated) phone call has come but not been resolved. The boy thinks we should "sit down and talk." I immediately said back into the phone, "Oh ohhh, thats bad." The boy continued, "What? What are you thinking?" Perhaps I am thinking differently then he is. Perhaps I am right on the money. I told you... I have feelings about these sort of things. My guess is still "I don't want to see you," is going to be the words of choice tonight. I can't imagine it being something hopefull like, "Where do we stand?" Or, "You want to date me exclusively?" Things like that just don't happen to people like me.

I have to wait until after dinner though..... I guess its tough to break up with the girl you aren't even dating on an empty stomach.